Blocking Creativity

I'm getting ready to start on a really important layout.. I've actually been getting ready since last Friday. I like to do sentimental ones, but I'm not real big on the overly emotional ones, and this one is going to be emotional.

Because of this, I think I'm subconsciously trying to sabotage myself. I've been avoiding it by saying I'm planning and researching it, but I'm afraid now that I've built it up in my head so much that there's no possible way it will live up to my expectations.

I feel like I'm purposely blocking my own creativity..

Now that I've acknowledged it, maybe my brain will allow me to make the first cut into the paper.

I'll keep you posted.